After a big bagfull of thoughts, i have gladly decided to live with it. Thank you to those who cared, adviced and calmed me down. This might be too early to say, but i doubt i'll regret my decision (i hope). However, it all still depends on the future that lies ahead and i have a really really long way to go, for instance, succeeding in my course field. Anyhow, im glad that all things rest after all that happened during this bad month.

Another living thing besides me thats currently in my room is a fat stalk of bright sunflower standing at the corner of my bed in a container. It was accompanied by a handmade card/letter in which if i was an art teacher, i would fail it. LoL! But after all that "good art&craft" he calls it, im really gonna cherish it so bad. Thanks baby! And how i wished the sunflower wont wilt at all and stay fresh all the time :(

OKAY! I GTG NOW! MY PROJECT DEADLINES ARE HORRIBLY DISGUSTINGLY NEAR!!