Ever since my career began in Corp Comms, I felt like I have the most rewarding job ever. BUT, it seems to be making me very blur, like my mind have somehow slowed down and it in turn result me in doing the most dim-witted things. Thats just so bad! This job requires lotsa thinking till at times I felt like I have no more brain cells left for the day. I gotta multi-task now and then, and its making me so panicky. When I turn panicky, I get stressed-up and quickly open my snack drawer for chocolates (like how some people would swallow stress pills, but i swallow chocolates). The horrifying thing is I could finish up the chocolates in like 3 mins? Damn! What's happening mann?

I screwed up my daily media monitoring a few times and today is once. It's so friggin annoying to learn about the mistakes only after I have sent it out to the whole office. I don't classify these mistakes as me being careless and not checking, but its due to stress and pressure mann. Sometimes, the mistakes aint my fault as its cause some people never make clear instructions. I dislike making mistakes and will kept labelling myself as 'blur and silly' after I noticed them.

Times like this, I tend to always imagine or wish on getting unexpected happy surprises after work. Something to free my mind to and to look forward to. But as usual, Im thinking too much, always expecting the least expected.

Guess I need a break, a super great one.